♥ , dearlove

Tough decision.

Monday, 14 May 2012 ; 22:12

这次真的狠下心决定要走了.

The storm will be over soon.

Wednesday, 9 May 2012 ; 23:39

Currently in class. There is presentation later.

My legs are hurting as much as they were ytd , and I forgot to bring painkillers. Overstrained and injured my hamstring muscles. The pain is definitely on-par with the one of sprained ankle!

Problems are still coming up , and I'm drowning in my problems. I have no ideas how to solve them. Can someone pull me up from them? I'm really stuck in a situation which I don't know what to do. There are alternatives, but they still look like dead end to me.

MST in 2 weeks time. I'm so gonna die. I'm having account & finance lecture now & I've no idea what she is talking about at all. Fuck.

Good things don't stay , do they ?

Tuesday, 1 May 2012 ; 06:49

Had dinner at 211 Roof Terrace Cafe on Saturday Night . Great ambience . The food is awesome too , generous portion was given.

Happy Labour Day to all today . Its a public holiday yet I stayed home. Mood was really bad these days. Problems overflowing.
It was the scariest feeling ever. The thoughts of losing someone is really frightening . I don't want that to happen anymore. Please don't disappear. And I couldn't sleep now, my mind is in a mess. Someone please save me.

That darkness beneath the light .

Monday, 23 April 2012 ; 08:03

Principal treated Gusto to Swensen last Thursday ! Had a great feast !! Guessed the meal had burnt a big hole in his pocket though .

Hehe , was craving for JellyBeans , and he got a can for me ! awesome much . Munching it every now and then , I'm gonna get diabetes soon!

I'm still like the usual , late for lesson , sleeping in class . New sem , but seems like there is no difference . Trainings are as usual , I can't wait for the juniors to be in! I want to improve . Felt like I'm actually deproving . damn .

Oh , went for movie on saturday & Crab feast ! I hadn't had crab for a long long time ! Especially a crab this big !

Life's pretty good to me. Everyday was quite a happy one . Just times where bad memories come haunting me again . I still remember the feeling . It really sucks to feel abandoned , like a fool I should say. Goosebumps .

You taught me to not put my whole heart into relationships.

Happiest 18th , Nathan :>

Friday, 20 April 2012 ; 09:05

Happy 18th Birthday Dearest Nathan !

We went to sakae sushi to eat and celebrated . XingXia and I went to make a mini cake at The Icing Room , it was super cute ! But it looked more like a cake for a girl than for a guy!

Went to 313 Starbucks where XingXia is working at . Had a great time lepaking and a heart to heart talk with the guys !

Getaway - Penang!

Wednesday, 11 April 2012 ; 08:36

This is the first house where my grandma lives ! Super old ! Its those type of attap houses ! It is now a factory for my uncle making furnitures.

My godmum actually goes out to feed all these stray cats ! Ain't she kind ?

Youngest Niece for now !

I went back to Penang for Qing Ming Festival actually .

It was a short getaway for me too for this holiday . I've been spending so much time on cheer. I went back straight to Penang the day after SNCC .

Days there were not as fun as last time , no one was really free to drive me out. Nevertheless , I still enjoyed myself . Seeing the relatives there makes all worth it .